Feeling the Burn

Well I am at the half way mark on the radiation treatments.  That's 3.5 weeks down and 3.5 more to go!  While I am still tired all the time it is not nearly as bad as it was during chemo.  I am also starting to see the radiation burn on the right side of my chest, neck and under my arm.  I am putting lotion on 3-4 times a day to help with that.  The doc says the skin looks really good for this point in the treatment.  I had seen some really nasty pictures of breasts after radiation so this was a big concern for me.  Everything was looking so good since the surgery, I want to to do all I can to keep things looking good.

Best I could get...

In other news, I have been trying to get out  little more now that I am feeling better and the weather is getting nicer.  Last week was my birthday.  We went to brunch on Sunday to a restaurant here in Denver that Justin Timberlake is part owner.  Clearly he didn't get the invite to my brunch because he was a no show.  Oh well.  I had french toast and a Bloody Mary!!

Here is another thing no one told me about the chemo.  It really messes with your nails!  Not only are the nails pulling away from the nail bed (ouch), they are yellow & gross.  That is the poison, aka drugs, growing out of my body.  I am not normally one to pay for manis and pedis unless it is a special occasion, but I can't stand to look at them this way.  So pink nails it is!

Yuck!

Double Yuck!

I celebrated the Rockies Opening Day last week.  Boy was it nuts downtown!  But it was fun.  I had a beer but it did not taste very good.  My tastebuds are still not back to normal.  That could take a while from what I have read.  

Sunday I went shopping looking for a dress for an upcoming wedding.  The sales associate was so helpful and patient.  She kept brining me all different things to try.  Dresses I would have never picked myself but it was fun trying them all on.  In addition to a dress for the wedding, I got one for a fashion show I am going to in Vegas in July!

Options

I also went back to the gym tonight. While I am not cleared to go back to the bootcamp style workouts yet, I tried the 30 min core class tonight.  It was hard and I am beat but it was good to see my gym friends and feel a bit like my "old self".  

I know it will be a while before all this is behind me.  But I want to start to get a little more of my routine back.  Even if just 1 day a week.   And if i am doing more, I will have some things to write about!  I know it was few and far between here for a while but there wasn't much to write about besides not feeling well and sleeping.

Thank you for sticking with me! xoxo

A Day of Firsts

Today is a day if firsts...1st day of spring, the Twin's 1st day at her new job and my 1st radiation treatment.

I love the first day of spring.  The thought of the flowers that will bloom,  the green grass and the days filled with sunshine.

The Twin started her new job at Susan G Komen, Houston today!  Kinda crazy how some things just happen.  I just know she will do amazing things there.  Save the date for her Race for the Cure on Oct. 7th!

Today was my 1st of 35 radiation treatments.  I will go Monday - Friday for 7 weeks.  It wasn't too bad.  Once I am on the table, it's only about 15 min.  The doctor said it will be more an inconvenience then anything else.  Biggest side effects are more fatigue and skin irritation. 

A few more things and all this cancer stuff will be in the rearview.  I cannot wait!

I did get to travel to Atlanta for the Ace convention this past week.  It was great to see all my coworkers and get out of the apartment for some time.  But boy am I beat!  Off to bed to catch up on more sleep.

Chemo Finale

Well the hard part is over.  Thanks for sticking with me the last 16 weeks.  I am hoping now that I will be doing more then sleeping at watching Netflix, I will get back to sharing more with you here.  If there is anything you want to know, just ask me in the comments :)

My mom came back out (4th time) for my final treatment.  These last 4 were long days.  We got there at 9:30 and left about 3 pm.  But the nursing staff was as fabulous as always.  I developed a sensitivity to the saline over time.  It was bad, I could taste it and it made me sick to my stomach.  It was Briana that suggested peanut butter.  I learned it overwhelms the senses.  It worked, which is good because they use the saline 4 or 5 different times throughout the treatment.

Mom, my great nurses and me after it was done!

My Twin came to down but arrived after treatment day.  Again Mom had made 4 trips and Twin 2 and they hadn't seen anything Colorado since I was under the weather.  We did manage to make it to Red Rocks, it's only 20 min from where I live.  It was freezing cold and a grey day but they still could appreciate how awesome it really is.  I will get to a concert there this summer!

Mom and Twin at Red Rocks

Twin was here for Valentines day so we had some single lady friends over for laughs and snacks.  It was great to see everything and have some fun. Don't mind the mess in the sink. Target for the win on the cute paper plates and napkins.  I hope we all follow our hearts. 

Girls Night

I was sad to see Mom and Twin go home.  While I am not out of the woods yet, I am hoping the recovery is smooth and short.

We love Snapchat filters!

2016 wrap up

It was radio silence there for a while.  Sorry about that.  Chemo #3 & 4 really knocked me on my ass.  It took longer and longer to bounce back after those.  And I wasn't even answering text messages.  It was a lot of sleeping and Netflix.  I did make it back to PA for Thanksgiving as I mentioned in my last post ions ago.  The pic below is all my cousins that were there.  It was good to be there with the family.

Right after Thanksgiving I did get my tree up (before chemo #3).  Tow of my guy friends came over and helped.  I didn't know that decorating a tree could be so dirty, but they had no problems with the jokes and comments.  

I was also able to make it to a holiday party at the Denver Zoo.  I didn't last too long out in the cold but my friends were good sports about it.  I couldn't have had on any more clothes either.  But at least we got a picture.  And the wig looks pretty good there too!

The day after chemo #4 I was on a plane back to PA for my sisters wedding and Christmas.  I had big plans for the 2 week stay but only made it off the couch those 2 days.  Everyone in the family was sick with a nasty head cold so I got that as well as some other stuff.  It wasn't too much fun.  My taste buds are all by gone so finding things to eat and drink are tough.  Anything sweet is so bad I can't do it.  Water also tastes so bad I can't drink it.  When I came downstairs on Christmas morning I found my parents asleep.  I thought this was such a cute photo of them.  

The wedding was 2 days before Christmas.  My friend Nicole from { La Bella Sposa } did an great job on everyone's hair and my wig looked amazing (probably needed to be pulled forward in this picture but thats ok).  It was pretty cold so I wore a sweater most of the night but did take it off for some of the pictures since I paid for such a pretty dress.  

My Twin sister and I

My family

It's a thing now to pick a word that will be your theme or mantra for the new year.  I had to do it for work so mine will be resilience.  Which be definitions means - the capacity to recover quickly from difficulties; toughness.  Yup that will do it!